Monday, January 29, 2007

back to melaka

well, well, well... now im back in melaka, have to start working... yeah... finally, it ends tonight... new semester, just wanna work things out... finish everything and im going to grad!!! yeah... for 2 years working my ass out, i finally get a real diploma certificate... hahaha...

this sem, my timetable seems to be more free time... hahaha... good for me though, coz im trying to be someone, and try to create something to make both my parents proud, make myself proud, and create the thing... hahaha... dreaming with objectives and mission...

waht i want for this sem is finish up fyp, my studies, and done... get out from melaka, back to kl, do my practical, and walla... cert i get... hahaha... this is all i have to do... make proud of myself... hehehe...

well, i guess thats just it... will come up more later on... :D

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

alkaline trio - radio

a song for those who wanted to feel the anger, vengeance... enjoy...

Shaking like a dog shittin' razorblades,
waking up next to nothing after dreaming of you and me
I'm waking up all alone, waking up so relieved
while you're taking your time with apologies,
I'm making my plans for revenge
Red eyes on orange horizons
If Columbus was wrong I'd drive straight off the edge
I'd drive straight off the edge

Taking your own life with boredom,
I'm taking my own life with wine -
it helps you to rule out the sorrow,
it helps me to empty my mind
Making the most of a bad time
I'm smoking the brains from my head
Leaving the coal calling the kettle black and orange and red
This kettle is seeing red

I've got a big fat fuckin' bone to pick with you my darling
In case you haven't heard I'm sick and tired of trying
I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you,
plugged in and ready to fall

Shaking like a dog shittin' razorblades,
waking up next to nothing after dreaming of you and me
I'm waking up all alone, waking up so relieved
while you're taking your time with apologies,
I'm planning out my revenge
Red eyes on orange horizons
If Columbus was wrong I'd drive straight off the edge
I'm seeing red

I've got a big fat fuckin' bone to pick with you my darling
In case you haven't heard I'm sick and tired of trying
I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you,
plugged in and ready to fall

Plugged in and ready to fall
Plugged in and ready to fall

Plugged in and ready to fall

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

CINTA, KESEDIHAN, KEKAYAAN, KEGEMBIRAAN DAN WAKTU

Al kisah di sebuah pulau yang kecil dan terpencil, tinggallah sesuatu yang abstrak yang menjadi penghuni pulau tersebut. Diantara yang menghuni di pulau tersebut adalah Cinta, Kesedihan, Kekayaan, Kegembiraan, Kecantikan dan sebagainya. Pada awalnya, mereka semua hidup bersama-sama dalam keadaan aman damai, kegembiraan dan saling memerlukan. Namun pada suatu hari, pulau tersebut telah dilanda ribut taufan dan badai datang menghempas pulau kecil itu. Tiba-tiba air laut bergelombang dan menimbulkan ombak besar dan akan menenggelamkan pulau kecil tersebut. Semua penghuni di pulau itu berusaha menyelamatkan diri masing-masing.

Dalam keadaan yang kelam kabut, dan air laut yang akan menenggelamkan pulau kecil itu, kelihatan cinta yang berusaha menyelamatkan diri. Cinta berasa sangat bimbang kerana ia tidak pandai berenang dan tidak menemui sebarang sampan untuk menyelamatkan diri. Cinta berdiri di tepi pantai untuk meminta bantuan. Sementara itu, air semakin naik membasahi kaki cinta. Cinta tetap berusaha dan tidak berputus asa untuk menyelamatkan diri.

Tidak lama kemudian, kelihatan Kekayaan sedang mengayuh perahu..

" Kekayaan.! Kekayaan.! Tolong selamatkan aku !." teriak Cinta. Dengan segera Kekayaan pun menjawab. " Maafkan la aku Cinta. Perahuku sudah penuh dengan harta kekayaan ku. Aku tidak dapat membawamu bersama nanti perahuku akan tenggelam. lagipun perahuku sudah tiada ruang untuk mu.".. maka berlalu la Kekayaan meninggalkan cinta yang masih berusaha menyelamatkan diri. Cinta berasa amat sedih.

Namun kemudian, Cinta melihat Kegembiraan melintasi di hadapannya dirinya dengan membawa sebuah perahu. Cinta berasa gembira lantas memanggil Kegembiraan. " Kegembiraan!. Kegembiraan!. Tolong bawa aku bersamamu." Jerit Cinta. Namun, kerana Kegembiraan terlalu gembira kerana sudah menjumpai perahu, Kegembiraan langsung tidak mendengar jeritan Cinta. kegembiraan juga meninggalkan cinta keseorangan di pulau yang semakin ditenggelami air.

Air laut semakin naik dan kini sudahpun mencecah sehingga ke pinggang Cinta. Cinta berasa amat takut dan amat sedih sekali. Namun begitu, cinta tetap tidak berputus asa untuk menyelamatkan diri.

Dalam keadaan yang panik, tiba-tiba Cinta terlihat kecantikan sedang mendayung perahu dihadapannya. Cinta menjerit kearah Kecantikan.. " Kecantikan!. kecantikan!. Tolongla bawa aku bersamamu." Kecantikan memandang ke arah Cinta dan berkata.." Wah! Cinta. Kamu sudah kelihatan basah dan comot. Aku tidak boleh menumpangkan mu bersamaku. Jika aku menumpangkan kamu, nanti habislah perahuku yang cantik ini dikotori oleh mu." Berlalulah Kecantikan meninggalkan cinta keseorangan. Cinta mula berasa takut dan menangis.

" Apalah kesalahanku, sehingga semua orang sudah tidak mempedulikan diriku lagi". Rintih Cinta seorang diri. ketika Cinta sedang menangis, lalulah kesedihan di hadapan Cinta dengan sebuah perahu. Tanpa melengahkan masa, Cinta pun memanggil Kesedihan dan mohon untuk ditumpangkan bersama.

" Maafkan aku, cinta. Aku sedang bersedih dan ingin bersendirian". kata Kesedihan sambil terus mendayung meninggalkan Cinta. Air laut mula menaik dan menenggelamkan pulau tersebut. Cinta sudah mula berputus asa dan menyerah. Namun begitu, Cinta masih terus mengharap dan berdoa agar ia dapat diselamatkan. Cinta pun berdoa kepada Tuhan. " Oh! Tuhan. Tolongla aku. Selamatkanlah aku. Apakah akan terjadi di dunia ini jika tanpa aku, tanpa Cinta."

Pada saat yang kritikal, tiba-tiba terdengar satu suara yang memanggil Cinta.

" Cinta! Cinta! Marilah cepat naik ke perahu ku". Cinta pun menoleh ke arah suara yang memanggilnya. Cinta terperanjat melihat seorang tua berjanggut panjang memutih mendayung perahu kearahnya. Cinta pun naik ke dalam perahu tersebut dan sempat sebelum air menenggelamkan cinta dan pulau kecil itu.

Kemudian setibanya di pulau yang berhampiran, orang tua itu menurunkan Cinta dan segera meninggalkan Cinta di pulau tersebut Cinta mengucapkan terima kasih diatas pertolongan yang diberi. Pada ketika orang tua itu meninggalkan pulau tersebut, barulah Cinta tersedar bahawa dia masih tidak tahu siapakah gerangan orang tua yang baik hati dan menyelamatkannya. lalu Cinta pun bertanya kepada seorang penduduk tua di pulau tersebut siapakah gerangan orang tua yang menyelamatkannya.

"Oh! orang tua tadi. Dia adalah Waktu." kata penduduk tersebut.

Cinta pun bertanya lagi. " tapi mengapakah dia selamatkan aku?". " Aku tak kenal dia, sedangkan kawan-kawanku yang lain yang mengenali diriku semuanya tidak mahu menolongku dan meninggalkan aku". Tanya Cinta kehairanan.

" Sebab, hanya Waktulah yang tahu betapa berharganya Cinta itu..." kata orang tua tersebut sambil meninggalkan cinta. Setelah itu Cinta pun faham akan betapa pentingnya Cinta di dunia ini.

p/s..

Adakah Cinta memerlukan Kekayaan, Kecantikan, Kesedihan dan Kegembiraan.?

Thursday, January 11, 2007

same old day, everyday...

yesterday, i woke up around 10.30am coz someone is calling me for breakfast... well, the person is a she, her name is rina... she wake me up to have breakfast with her... so, i wake up, take my bath, dressed up and walk to hidayah... hahaha... typical thing to do but its early man... usually i'll wake up around 2pm... hahahaha...

reached there in 10 minutes time, saw her sitting alone by herself... i sit, order, and start talking... normal stuffs though... she wants to have breakfast with me so that she can try new recipe introduced by yan, roti planta pisang... sounds weird, anything you think it is... i didnt eat roti planta nor roti pisang but she insist to share, so i think again, what the heck...

call the mamak, and order... the best thing happen, no pisang... hahaha... that was lucky... she was frustrated but then she order vade... i order roti canai... hehehe... save by the pisang... hahaha...

finish, i sent her to her friends house nearby... by leg... hahaha... means we're walking... yeah, no car, no bike, not even a driving license... so, walking is the option left... hahahaha... after sending her there, i walked back home and take a rest... my friend call me and he said he wants to go to KLCC... i have nothing better to do, so i follow him...

that was the 2nd time in 2 days i went there... KLCC... i dont know why, but i just go... hahaha... walk around with adib and shalesh, we went store by store... adib is looking for a jump suit but there's no jump suit that in his budget... head back home, and yes, everyday is the same... sit infront of my pc, listen to my play list, surf the net, blogging, and what else??? nothing... what a holiday... *sigh*

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

my day out

yesterday as in tuesday, i went out to my old school to get my SPM certificate that i havent take it for about 3 years already... hahaha... long time... but not longer than my PMR certificate... i went there with my friend jeya and we meet some teachers that have thought us before... have a little chat and checking out school girls... hahaha...

then we went to lowyat plaza, coz he wants to send back his RAM for rma... and after that we walk about to check some things for his pc and myself as well... then we went to times square for lunch at mcD... eat prosperity set and it was marvelous... mouth watering food... hahaha...

lastly, we went to klcc coz i wanted to go window shopping... walked to swatch, isetan, quiksilver, adidas, nike, and a lot more shops we've entered... tiring but its worth it... hahaha... so, thats it for yesterday... tomorrow a new journey... hehehe...

Tuesday, January 9, 2007

a day at suzi corner

last sunday i went to farzana roof top restaurant with my friends watching man utd game vs aston villa... we have few drinks and a bit of food while watching the game... having nasi lemak and teh tarik completes my dinner... hahaha... not much but ok la...

so, after that, we head straight to suzi corner for shisha... i went there with scherry, yan, and cecak... sitting like a zombie coz its 1am in the morning... hahaha... everyone is tired but coz of the shisha, we stand... hahaha...

so we have drinks, a lil bit of food sumore and shisha itself... just 4 of us, 1 big shisha, and the dragon breath begins... hahahaha... all of us is not a heavy smoker, so, no dragon... hahaha... we sit there for like 2 hours plus till 2 of us K.O... cant take it anymore... hahaha...

we have fun, so wut else??? hahaha... lots of chicks too... real ones and fake ones... hahaha... great place to hang out... so, chill there and have fun... :)

home sweet home...

finally, my second semester of my second year in multimedia university has ended... my last paper was on last sunday, and i directly head back home in ampang coz i cant stay there long... not that i cant, i just want to be in ampang where everything is stress-free... heheheh... to my friends that i consider as, happy holidays... we will see each other again for another semester... heheheh...

yesterday is meor's birthday... he's turning 20 this year... wishing you a happy birthday... hope you lead a healthy, and prosperous life... amin... and today is irene's birthday... her 19th birthday... and same like meor, wishing you a happy birthday... hope you will lead a healthy, prosperous life... hope you and azri last forever... amin... is good to wish a good will to those who are important in any ways in your life...

as for myself, i'll be having quite boring holiday as i have to finish up my FYP, mmusic's website, IT fair website, and many more... so, no holiday for me... huhuhu... hope everything will be done by time... lots of work with so little time... my enjoy time??? i guess i enjoy doing things i like... and it process side income for me... yeay... its just what i do, and the rest is Allah's will... the almighty god...

Saturday, January 6, 2007

futsal day...

today, and yes today as in at 1am in the morning, i went for a game of futsal with my friends... we have like 3 teams playing for like half an hour rotating according to the rules of who wins stays... latif is here in melaka to send his report on industrial training... so he take this opportunity to play futsal with us... yeah!!!

it was a pleasure day as i wanted to play futsal so bad, coz i didnt play for like 3 weeks time... trust me, its long... hahaha... the 3 teams are bunga angkasa as in my team, latif's team, and acap's team... we play with full energy as most of us didnt play for quite some time...

as for myself, i went there with azri and irene... came kinda late, so we start late... i score like 5-8 goals coz i really wanna score badly... hahaha... long time didnt play so when the time has arrive, i rule!!! hahahaha...

i guess my life is full of joy and sorrow... but, that doesnt matter as i have my friends to enjoy with me together... futsal is part of my life, heck football is my life... no ball, no life... cant live without it... hehehe...

Friday, January 5, 2007

heal me, im sick... (not heartsick) =p

today, is break day... break from a nasty day yesterday... damn, so tiring coz i have exam in the morning and at night... not enough sleep, less food consume, everything... nearly collapse but, hehehe... im not that crazy...

so, my head feels like exploding when i was in the exam hall, plus the air conditioner is so damn freakin cold... freezing like ice age... hahaha... and i finish early coz i cant stand the cold, freezing hall, my head is super headache, and i manage to finish the exam like 1 hour early... so, why wait???

go back home, relax, and eat... take my leisure time watching "revenge of the nerds" and cant take it anymore... i have to sleep!!! wait for my roomie with my panadol and done... sleeping beauty... what else?? owh, my fever is kinda ok already, so now i have to deal with flu, cough, breathing prob and lost of appetite... guess the best way to start a new year... *sigh*

Thursday, January 4, 2007

a new beginning

new year... new start... all new la... hahaha... life sure is interesting... hahaha... so i just came back from U center and obr burger stall with anep... we went there to get some burgers and drinks at U center... turns out the burger taste good... yum yum...

since i said its a new beginning, so i wanna start off with forgiving and ask for forgiveness... since everyone do make mistakes, big or small, i guess i should say that im sorry for what ive done... sorry for everything... hope those who i ever hurt can forgive me as im not perfect... heh...

and i also wanted to tell to those who thinks they have done wrong to me or something, i just wanna say that i forgive your sins... im not GOD, im not even a prophet, im just a normal guy who do mistakes like other people...

forgive the sins and DO NOT reheat it because it will never end... so forgive them... people deserve a second chance, heck, people deserve to get chances... we do mistakes... we regret... it is better late than never... so, decide what would you like to start off this year???

Tuesday, January 2, 2007

exam fever

exam is coming!!! hahaha... yup, my final semester exam is coming and supposedly on wednesday, they changed it to thursday... good... still havent cover everything yet... this thursday i will be sitting system analysis and design paper, and e-commerce... morning and at night... a back-to-back exam... just what i need... *sigh*

usually when it comes to exam week, everything you dont want to happen, it will happen... dont believe me??? trust me... hahaha... this very week you will get fever, insomnia, dizzy, migraine, laziness, and mood swing... this is several of many types of diseases for the entire week... hahaha...

and as stated, ive been caught with a fever... haiz... just noticed few days back when i hardly breathe when i want to sleep... and when the fever comes, it also offers you a package... get fever, free flu, cough, and dizzy... nice package... hahaha... hope that it will end soon enough... dont want to interrupt my studies and exam...

i guess that just it... will blog more later if i have time... study study study... *im drowsy*

Monday, January 1, 2007

chris daughtry - its not over

new song, new play list, new new new... hahaha... he's one of the contestant in inxs rockstar... great song, great lyrics, so enjoy...

I was blown away
What could I say
It all seemed to make sence.
Your takin away everything
And I can't do without.

I try to see the good in life.
The good things in life are hard to find.
We're blowin away, blowin away
Can we make this something good?

Well I'll try to do to it right this time around
It's not over,
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
But a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But your the only one
It's not over.

I've taken all I can take
And I cannot wait
We're wastin too much time
Bein strong, holdin on
Can't let it bring us down

My life with you means everything
So I won't give up that easily

Blowin away blowin away
Can make this something good?
Cause it's all misunderstood?

Well I'll try to do to it right this time around
It's not over,
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
But a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But your the only one
It's not over.

You can't let this get away
Let it out, let it out
Don't get caught up in yourself
Let it out.

Let's start over
Well try to do to it right this time around
Its not over
But a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But your the only one
It's not over.

Lets start over
Its not over
This love is killin me
But your the only one
It's not over

start hassle

today, is a new day... yup, new day i guess... even though its the same day i've been through but, its a new day... hahaha... just woke up, coz i sleep kinda late, staying up watching "cinta the movie" with ujang... the story seems like one of the best malaysian movie i've ever watched... cool movie, so dont miss it... heheh...

i thought i want to get ready by now, since its like 1 day away from final exam... pretty near rite?? but i didnt prepare yet... not fully prepare i can say... with SAD and its 16 chapters, macro and its 6 hell chapters, and e-commerce with its tips... yeah, e-commerce have tips... huhuhu...

so i think im gonna start hassle myself now... better later than never... hahaha... lately, i've been dealing with words of wisdom... quotes... and bombastic words... useful??? yup, but not now... slowly... hahaha...

QUOTE FOR NOW... =.=

If you plant honesty, you will reap trust.
If you plant goodness, you will reap friends.
If you plant humility, you will reap greatness.
If you plant perseverance, you will reap victory.
If you plant consideration, you will reap harmony.
If you plant hard work, you will reap success.
If you plant forgiveness, you will reap intimacy.
If you plant patience, you will reap inner strength.
If you plant faith, you will reap miracles.
But if you plant dishonesty, you will reap distrust.
If you plant selfishness, you will reap loneliness.
If you plant pride, you will reap destruction.
If you plant envy, you will reap trouble.
If you plant laziness, you will reap stagnation.
If you plant bitterness, you will reap isolation.
If you plant greed, you will reap loss.
If you plant gossip, you will reap enemies.
If you plant worries, you will reap wrinkles.
If you plant sin, you will reap guilt.

So be careful what you plant now, it will determine what you will reap tomorrow.

welcome 2007

finally, 2006 is over... so focus on 2007... new year, new things, new drama, everything new... hahaha... yup, facing new year means facing new problems or new perspective of life... life never gets easier... am i rite?

so, we (me, yus and abey) went for a drink at habib, having cheese naan, and ice lemon tea... great feelings with cheese... yum yum... we went there and hang out for a while... looking at other people who also celebrate new year... fun, happy, and also some not so good things to see...

imagine a man who dressed up with kopiah and jubah, so i can say he's a muslim, drinks beer openly... well maybe some of you think that its nothing but it portrays muslims image... what a disgrace thing to do!!! but wut the heck, they're foreigners...

so i guess thats it for now... nothing much happen though coz i didnt go anywhere... supposely i follow my room mate but he go for a date, i dont want to interrupt... happy new year azri and irene... hahaha...